Why am I like this? Pretty much just a rant but plz comment on it!?

Okay so here's what's going on. I dated a guy for eight months, and i could have gone longer but he broke up with me.I am absolutely not over him one bit, and we broke up all the way back in January! And then I guess i just started missing someone caring about me the way i care about them.....so i started thinking i like a guy who is my best friend....but he liked my best friend and they started going out. So lucky me, i thought i liked two guys-my ex who started acting like a total a** after we broke up, and my very best guy friend who is dating my very best girl friend. So, at the end of year dance, which was last night, I was really sad because I saw my ex dancing really close with another of my good friends, who he likes, and she likes him back. Then i made the stupid mistake of telling my best girl friend that i liked her boy friend when i'm not even sure i really do! She promised me she wasn't mad but i just don't believe her.....and now i get annoyed when anyone talks about love or crushes or relationships or anything! And i'm supposed to be happy because its summer now! Oy......sooooooooooo freakin emotional. Bleh! make it stop! 0_oWhy am I like this? Pretty much just a rant but plz comment on it!?
You type well, so you can't be too young.





Boys are not the end-all, be-all of life. They will always have a presence in your existence and you will always have these sort of problems with them. It's not you, it's our society and the importance it places on relationships.





You don't HAVE to have a boyfriend to be a happy, complete person. Use this time to learn about yourself, grow to love yourself and who you are. Don't define yourself by a guy. You are strong and capable of existing without a boyfriend.





Try just living life instead of worrying about boys all the time. They'll be there when you get back into action.