My dad is so mean? (a bit of a long rant)?

My dad is on anti depressants since hes been in the war and since i turned into a teenager hes been so much meaner to me. Its just like hes a little kid, hes always trying to start an argument (we're both very argumentative) and its through lots of little things. Normally if nothings wrong then we're completely fine, hes really nice but if he gets annoyed about something he will take it out on me. If someone left crumbs on the side (petty i know) he will make out it was me and have a go at me, even if my mum says it was her he will just say ';well make sure you dont do it in the future ok?'; and if i dont answer he will keep staring at me and just say ';OK?'; and i dont realize its such a big deal and just say fine and he sits on his computer for hours in a strop. Hes not all bad like hes really funny when hes nice but when hes missed his pills or hes annoyed about soething he completely takes it out on me. There was one time i remember when i was about 9 or 10 and i was being a bit of a brat and not getting ready for school and i was stood in a doorway for about 15 mins while he was stood in the kitchen and saying why wont you get ready. I just didnt answer and at one point he came up to me really fast and grabbed me by the collar and dragged me up to his face. I remember being scared but still looking blank, i know he felt bad for what he did because he was being really nice after and looking quite sad. I never told my mum because i she always has a go at him when he does something wrong and thought if he ever did it again then i would tell her but he never has. I still hate the way he treats me though, and my things. If i leave something downstairs, no matter what it is he will throw it up stairs and leave it for me to find. I bought a brand new hardbak book and i left it on the chair to read later and he threw it upstairs and it got quite ruined. I asked him and he said to not leave my stuff lying around (on the chair!?!?!). Also things like my laptop charger, freshly washed clothes and my nintendo/phone. Another thing is when my mums not in the house or in the garden or something he says what he likes to me, stuff he wouldnt say in front of my mum that can be quite nasty. I admit sometimes im being quite annoying but i cant help it im a teenager!!! hes a grown man whose taken care of two other children before and now hes taking it all out on me, a 15 year old. Its completly unfair. Whenever hes looking for something and cant find it, he will go in my room (the amout of times hes done this...), even when its completely spotless and will pull everything out likke all of my washing, everything out of my draweres, my wardrobe and also stuff from under my bed. sorry about this huge rant but its so frustrating that he wont even listen sometimes, just now i was leaning on the door downstairs (the door to the kitchen is in halves so we can shut the bottom part only) and he came past (i moved to the side and opened the door for him) and he said ';are you trying to stop people passing or something?'; and i said no and he just got in a mood. next i went to sit on the sofa and started to watch this program that i liked and another one came on reminder. He turned it on and i said i was wathcing the other program and he said but it was a new one and i could watch the other one online and i said well you can watch this one online too. He also implied everyone else wanted to watch it (my mum was on her laptop and my sister was reading a book) even though he was sat on his computer and not watching it. I just went upstairs and cried because its so frustrating when he doesnt listen to me and doesnt even seem to care. sorry about this, i doubt anyone read it anyway because its waay too long i just needed to get it out. I think its helped a bit too. thankyou xxxxxxMy dad is so mean? (a bit of a long rant)?
wow thats a lot of writing!!!


is he mean to ur sister lik he is to u?


i would just ask ur mom and c what she says