Could someone help me understand something!!!??? This is mainly a little rant.?

Well, it seems a lot of girls go for guys who really don't seem to care for them. Why is that? I am 20 and I have never had a girlfriend. Friends tell me it will happen; I just have to be patient. I will be deploying to the desert very soon and there is a chance it could never happen (I might not make it back). I have asked several girls out and none will give me a chance. Generally the excuses are I am not their type. I have a friend who I know has gone through several girls a week, they seem to not see how immature he is (He use to think he could play the real guitar since he plays Guitar Hero until I showed him how much talent and time it takes to learn the real guitar. He also throws up after only two or three beers...what a woose.) they take one look at me and politely say no. He is so wrong to these girls who I would walk on water just to kiss any one of them just one time. I have had the pleasure of kissing one girl this year. She broke my heart soon after. She was the first girl I ever kissed, she was so pretty and I almost passed out...but I didn't. She had blond hair and blue eyes (blond hair and blue eyes drive me wild, I get so nervous around these girls.) All he wants from them is to get them in his bed (which he does and he is done with them the next day). There was a time he had four girls in one week at the same time. I cannot get one girl to go out with me, why do I feel like a looser. Am I ugly, that is my picture on my profile-even though it is small and probably hard to see. Why do girls seem so blind and cold at times? I kind of hope I don't make it back in a way, my heart is breaking right now thinking about this. Dad recently had a bad heart attack and I also think how I would like to have someone. I feel like God is punishing me with bad luck and heartbreak and anger. I went home on leave and my brother in law was trapped in a mine for 32 hours and dad had a heart attack in the middle of my leave. This is how my life goes. There are times I am glad I don't have a girlfriend because I would not want her to share my misfortune. There are times I feel the whole world is against me and people are out to get me. I do know some base cops are because I have had a few friends tell me. I am a good person and I never break any laws. I am always looking for another friend. One of the cops in particular was talking about how he would love to pull me over and referred to me as a ';Redneck';. I am proud of who I am and don't know why some people wouldn't like me. I mind my own business. I guess I don't deserve the pleasure of holding a girls hand and taking her to dinner. I guess there is something wrong with me and I wish I knew what it is. It is keeping some people mad at me and girls away from me. I do make a little noise, but no more than the next person. I am just a country boy. I wish I knew how to write music good. My life would make a great country song.Could someone help me understand something!!!??? This is mainly a little rant.?
Keep your head up, when you get back the girls will be getting in line to go out with you ;)





Don't say things and think about not coming back.. that isn't an option. Be proud of who you are, you are serving all of us and we are greatful!





Good luck over there and be careful! I would be sad to hear another soldier was lost in combat. Don't worry about the girls they will realize who the real man is sooner or laterCould someone help me understand something!!!??? This is mainly a little rant.?
You sound like a nice guy :)
Well u look like a good guy...u don't get bored while writing dis..Sacha big story..oops
No you look okay, i dont know why that should be happening to you.





All I can say is have a little more patience.


Girls can be silly sometimes.


All the Best.
aww honey try to keep that chin up and it will happen but u have to really like the girl u ask out other wise she will just think u are tryin to get into her pants and maybe try to work though your grief and i hope u make it back.
You're one of those people, who God thought don't deserve to suffer because of bad relationships and need someone whose just perfect, your time will come. I know it's pissing off. It will happen, just go looking for opportunities.

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