I feel as thought noone cares, i know my family do..and my girlfriend does. but like. i find it really hard to make friends. even the friends i do have, i've noticed that they barely care.
I've self harmed for the past four years and it started when i was unsure of my sexuality and i was really confused and depressed. and now i seem to do it because i feel noone wants me, im also really behind on mys chool work but pretend to everyone and myself thats its all fine and its magically gonna do itself
idk
Im sorryI dont know. not really a question, bit of a rant thing?
Don't self harm. I used to do that too. Had depression with suicidal tendencies since I was very young. Only in my late 20's did it get so bad that I had to use medication. But you don't always have to. Go and talk to someone. A counselor at school, a crisis line or center, a neighbour, friend, family member....even a priest/rabbi/imam...you don't have to be religious to ask for help. But you do need help. Not only self esteem issues but with depression and wanting to hurt yourself. There's alot going on here that is beyond anyone at Yahoo Answers. You need to talk to someone who can actively help you.
I know what it feels like to be lonely, to feel unloved. I've been sick for 13 years. I'm 36 now. I lost my job, all my money (thanks to medical bills), a long term boyfriend at the time and a fiancee 9 years later deceided to split, my friends left me as well as my father and his family. I have a sister I have never seen. My Mum's family is caring but very few actually give a damn or a supportive word. I live with my Mum. I'm finally able to go back to school right now but it's hard. I couldn't get disability (not unusual, just frustrating as hell) but I live off of another social security benefit program that is about $600 a month plus food help. I don't have friends. I have acquaintances....my doctors, the people that work at the doctor's offices, other patients..that's pretty much it. Do I feel lonely? Absolutely. The only reason I don't hurt myself anymore is the continued therapy and medication combination plus working on and wanting to better myself.
You have a family, friends and a girlfriend. To me, you sound incredibly lucky. PLease find someone to talk to and who can help you. Don't hurt yourself anymore....it never helps anything. Good luck to you.I dont know. not really a question, bit of a rant thing?
just appriciate to god in all happens to you... you will become as you want yourself to become.... just care the feelings you have for others .. they will care you... for sure ... its unvisible thing but love is everywhere... just try it
ok i dunno if i should answer a rant but get new friends and school work just has to be done
well care for urself
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